I had a really good day. I worked out. I ate right.
Can't help but think I could've worked out harder and I could've eaten better, but I am here doing this by myself. Making my own plans, crossing my fingers, and hoping for the best. No...not hoping, working the best I know how towards what I want.
I have to be honest. I was hyped and going like gangbusters towards my goal and then the damned "You didn't get chosen thing for this season" popped up again when a friend of mine texts me and fills me in that a mother/daughter team from my little bitty unincorporated town of Dittmer, MO (approx population 5200) is on this season.
Its not like I was entitled to it. Its just disappointing. I guess that I will support Megan and Kim S. even though I can't help, but be jealous of them. More jealous than I would have been had they been from anywhere else.
It just means that I have to work harder than ever to make MY plan work. If it doesn't? Well...I've heard lightening doesn't strike in the same place twice, so I guess I'll have to move and re-audition, right? LMAO.
What a whiner, I am! :)
Big Plans tonight! Me in front of my computer doing research for my Season 14 preview.
Until Next Time,
Biggie Bloggerson
Can't help but think I could've worked out harder and I could've eaten better, but I am here doing this by myself. Making my own plans, crossing my fingers, and hoping for the best. No...not hoping, working the best I know how towards what I want.
I have to be honest. I was hyped and going like gangbusters towards my goal and then the damned "You didn't get chosen thing for this season" popped up again when a friend of mine texts me and fills me in that a mother/daughter team from my little bitty unincorporated town of Dittmer, MO (approx population 5200) is on this season.
Its not like I was entitled to it. Its just disappointing. I guess that I will support Megan and Kim S. even though I can't help, but be jealous of them. More jealous than I would have been had they been from anywhere else.
It just means that I have to work harder than ever to make MY plan work. If it doesn't? Well...I've heard lightening doesn't strike in the same place twice, so I guess I'll have to move and re-audition, right? LMAO.
What a whiner, I am! :)
Big Plans tonight! Me in front of my computer doing research for my Season 14 preview.
Until Next Time,
Biggie Bloggerson
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